Five 5am in frozen steel
Skates and blood and howling wheels
One more lap, one more shot
Love was something that he was not
Every bruise became a rule
Every lesson sharp and cruel
Win or break, but never bend
That's how boys like me begin
The crowd sees glory, lights, and fame
A captain's smile, a famous name
But under every cheer I hear, the
I spent my life to fear
I spent my whole life running from his name
Praying I would never be the same